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I started picking at a fic that dgocs says I haven't touched since Jan. I'm a bit torn about whether to just post the beginning as a standalone fic or to try a make something larger out of it. I have about 9k words in total on this project and if I go for a full fic it may end up in the 15-20k range. but I'm not totally convinced the longer version is better or more interesting. but hmm I actually was enjoying g reading through the bits I had already written so maybe it's not a big slog of a fic after all.
basically I am torn between the instant self gratification of the shorter version versus all the time and effort it would take to stitch all the other bits into a cohesive fic.
#who am i kidding i will probably try to make the longer version work#i technically could post the short one and then choose to add to it later#but also i can't#because if i went with the shorter one i would include a short epilogue#i know i know#i could post the short version with epilogue and just add to the verse in additional fics#buti would still have to decide what strategy i'm using before i can post anything#adventures in writing
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Me right now, everything I write ✨ sucks ✨ so I'm gatekeeping everything 🥰

#I'm dying to write#but also I can't#my adhd is adhding#my anxiety is also doing it's job perfectly lately#I'm just burying myself in kdramas so I don't have to think about anything#but I also feel guilty cause I'm not writing#it's a cycle
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#i don't believe that people for serious reasons sort their books any way but by author#and then obviously by release date/series within that#i am being told that i am being JUDGY#also if you sort your books any other way HOW DO YOU FIND THEM#i really need to know#polls#can't believe i forgot to include genre in here
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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites#1k
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They seem like the kind of guys who would keep count
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#recently remembered this lotr reaction and couldn't get it out of my head until now lmao#also I just finished reading the IDW comics and can't believe sonic and jet literally did this shit#amazing#shadow the hedgehog#e 123 omega#omega e123#i legit don't know which one is right and at this point i'm too lazy to ask#team dark#sonic#sth#comic#my art#doodles
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Give me Bruce and Jason, who are not on the war path anymore, but they are still awkward and absolutely clueless on how to make things up, so they pretend that they need something from each other in order to spend some time together. Even if these things are absolutely simple, and both of them could handle it themselves, if they wanted to.
Bruce, calling Jason in the random Friday night: So, Alfred left for a week. And I promised kids to do a homemade cake for them. And you know how useless I am in the kitchen. So.
Jason, who knows that Bruce is, in fact, not useless in the kitchen, but low-key misses cooking with him, because the last time they did it, it was Alfred's birthday before his death, and they did the cake together: Theoretically, I agree.
Bruce, sighing in relief: Theoretically, I will need you in Manor tomorrow in the morning. And I theoretically will pay for that.
Jason: Theoretically, see you tomorrow.
Bruce: Theoretically, thank you.
Jason, dealing Bruce in the middle of the night: Old man. Bail me out of the prison. I am in CGDP's building.
Bruce, knowing well that Jason wouldn't be caught in the first place, if he didn't want all of this to happen, and even if he did, he would easily escape without him, getting involved, but also knowing that today is anniversary of the day Bruce adopted Jason, and it is his way to spend time together: ...Okay. May I ask what did you do?
Jason: ...Stole Gordon's tires.
Bruce, stifling his laughter: I see. I will be here in a few minutes.
#Tim: don't you just love when your dad&bro can't communicate so you help your father to break the Batmobile so he could call Jason for help#Dick: yeah also a big fan of that one thing when you literally witness your lil bro feigning an injury to come home for a checkup#Damian: ...we were suppoused to pretend that he is truly injured? i just stabbed him the last time so he could come home#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam
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is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?
#This was prompted by a specific thing but it is also about dozens and dozens of things#Everyone going “XYZ is actually bad” like congratulations I wasn't saying stuff can't be bad.#I was saying that you should ask yourself these questions first bc sometimes it's just not to your sensibility.#Former Prime Queue-sector of the Trust#ETA: now that it's been months and this is going around again while certain conversations happen in other fandoms I'm in#It's good to clarify what specifically set off this post even tho it applies to many things. But this was about someone#saying Midst is thematically and narratively incoherent bc it wasn't “everyone is miserable forever and nobody gets better” like they wante
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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Thinking about Half-Life.......
#half life#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#alyx vance#gman#Not many of u know but I am massive HL fan and I can't believe i've never drawn any of the characters before (other than Gman)#also happy birthday Half Life 2!!! my beloved#i put my heart and soul into this tbh#these characters mean so much to me#also gman is my pookie#my art#fanart
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oh they super understood the assignment this time holy shit
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#falin touden#i know this is supposed to be super scary and it IS#but also oooh ma'am are you free on thursday jesus christ#i can't get enough of seeing her angry and violent and not at all pleasant#perhaps this is the first time that face has ever made those expressions#dungeon meshi episode 17 spoilers
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The Doctor!
#casting ncuti gatwa as the doctor gotta be one of the greatest casting decisions ever#can't wait to deeply fall in love with him#also yes I did add my cat to yet another doctor who fanart#minka deserves to be the doctor's companion#I think we can all agree on that#this is a different kind of self insert#doctor who#15th doctor#doctor who fanart#15th doctor fanart#doctor who christmas special#ncuti gatwa#my art
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i'm not doing it today but like i've been contemplating leaving hawke in the fade this playthrough but my heart can't do it cause i love her too much. I think only if in Veilguard there was something about rescuing whoever was left in the fade would i do it
#and even tho i think it'd be great to rescue whoever was in the fade i find it unlikely to happen#so i'm like stroud i'm sorry you dying#but i just aaa the tragedy of it#but also I CAN'T#idk idk idk#i've been mulling it over#because like i love drama but also i feel like leaving hawke in the fade TO ME#would only make sense in a scenario where they get back#cause i'd hate to think of their story ending there
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his change in career has captivated me
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#dungeon meshi#mithrun#senshi#kabru#mickbell tomas#kuro#i saw a pic saying that mickbell and kuro also worked in a noodle shop post canon...#they could be working for mithrun but i think this is the funnier option#i love that for all three of them#the atmosphere would be so bad but the food is good if you like spicy food (mithrun doesn't notice how spicy it is)#laios would like it. '5 stars! i spent 2 hours in the bathroom after but made a new forest so it's ecologically friendly :D!'#one day kabru is going to sit mithrun down because he can't stand it anymore he HAS to at least change the interior decor#my post#art#millidrew#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#dunmeshi spoilers#mithrun's noodles. saga#success!#<- my biggest tumblr w i think
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some stupid older pokemon comics i never posted here ft. arven and my trainer peat. like the moss
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#my art#comic#pokemon#arven#arven pokemon#rockruff#pokemon scarlet and violet#ocs#i can't be the only one who sees the resemblance#also i picked up scarlet again this week can you tell#maybe this time i'll beat it
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Jayce Talis but give him the Giopara (lack of) charm
#arcane#jayce x viktor#jayvik#i like to think jayce is the kind of genius who has no patience for people who can't keep up with him#like sure he is nice in general#but if you have to work with him? oh he's an asshole#all his peers hate him#the only reason this is not a problem with viktor is that he's just as smart (maybe even smarter)#and in my mind this is also why he's so obsessed with the partner thing#he never thought he would find one
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the snake of eden 🥰
#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#crowley#anthony j crowley#my art#I love him!!!#something quick because I'm very busy im sorry 😭#I have a ton of gomens sketches I want to work on when I'm done with my current deadlines I can't wait#I'm also making new outfits inspired by them!!#and I have a couple of poto paintings to finish!! and more poto content to share very soon eughuehg#also tempted to make doctor who fan art because I love tenth is there even still an audience for it? lmao#the audience is me 😌#I'm always the most inspired when I'm busy as hell 🥲#aaaaaa
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